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Friar John longs for God, but his jealous Carmelite brothers resent his holiness and imprison him in a tiny cell, where he writes his beautiful "Spiritual Canticle." The tension heightens - will he escape? The true story of Spain's greatest poet.
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(affectionate music) "Oh living flame of love, that tenderly wounds my soul on its deepest center.
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Since now You are not oppressive, now consummate! If it be your will,
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"tear through the veil of this sweet encounter!"
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My name is Don Alonso Alvarez de Toledo.
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And I want to tell you the story of the greatest poet that Spain has ever known.
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I met him in 1554 when he was only a boy very, very poor but nevertheless extraordinary.
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I felt that even then. What was so extraordinary about him?
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Well, he didn't have an easy life. He suffered greatly.
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But inside, that's where the real drama was, in his heart.
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(longing music continues) When a man is in love,
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and John was in love with God, he will never be satisfied with anything less
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than total union with his beloved. So he sought a life of contemplation
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and poverty and sacrifice in the Carmelite Order. But I'm getting ahead of myself.
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Listen as I tell you the story of John of the Cross.
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(birds twitter) (grass rustles)
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- [Alonso] Her name was Catalina Alvarez. And she was destitute and homeless.
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Her husband had just died. And bread was not to be had for any money.
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It was a three-day journey from her village to the town of Torrijos.
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Yet she had to make the trip. For in Torrijos lived the brother of her dead husband.
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This brother was wealthy, and perhaps he would help her small son, John.
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It was her only hope. - My brother was dead to me long ago, Señora.
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When he married you, he disgraced the de Yepes' family name. There is nothing I can do for you.
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- But this is your nephew, your own flesh and blood, Señor. Look at him, look. Do not leave him in this misery.
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For God's mercy, Señor, have pity. - This child is nothing to me. Please, Señora, you really must leave.
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(dejected music) Go away now.
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- Catalina had nowhere to go. She continued on her journey, begging for food along the way
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until she finally settled here in Medina del Campo, where she found work as a weaver.
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Nine years passed during which John grew into an exceptionally bright young boy.
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But he was isolated from the other children by his quiet nature. His mother loved him very much
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and taught him to love God. (affectionate music continues)
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- My son, we are poor. It's true. But you must always remember to have hope,
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because we have Our Lord and the Blessed Virgin to watch over us.
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- [Alonso] Catalina was determined to get him an education. So she came to me one day
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and asked me to take John under my patronage so that he could attend the Jesuit college.
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I was the Administrator of the plague hospital here in town, and I had a place
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for a quick-witted eager and zealous boy who could assist me in caring for the sick.
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So I decided to help him.
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- [Adult John] "Where have you hidden, Beloved", and left me moaning. You fled like the stag after wounding me.
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I went out calling you. And you were gone.
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"Seeking my love, I will head for the mountains and for watersides.
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I will not gather flowers nor fear wild beasts.
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"I will go beyond strong men and frontiers."
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- More years passed. And John grew into a remarkable young man.
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He had a special gift for caring for the sick. He was kind and very devout.
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He spent many hours in prayer. But the other students didn't understand that.
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They thought him a bit aloof. But I knew him better.
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He was a brilliant student. And I was so proud of him. However, I was concerned about his future.
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He had become like a son to me. And I didn't want to lose him.
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- John, close that book for a minute. I need to talk to you. - Yes, Don Alonso.
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- You've been so preoccupied these last few weeks. You seem so far away. - I'm sorry, Don Alonso.
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(John sighs) Don Alonso, you've been so kind to me. I feel I could never repay you.
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- What nonsense. Do you know what a consolation you have been to me?
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I never had a son of my own, John. And you have become like my own flesh and blood.
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Don't worry your head about repaying me. I'm more than glad to have you here. - Don Alonso, listen to me.
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I need to tell you something even if it makes you angry. My final examinations are next month.
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And, after that, I, Don Alonso,
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I want to be a priest. - Wonderful, wonderful, my boy. (chuckles) Why ever did you hesitate to tell me?
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This is exactly what I had in mind for you all a long. Ha ha, then after you are ordained,
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I have a prestigious opportunity for you. I will appoint you the Chaplain of the plague hospital.
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Now, what will your mother say to that do you think? - You don't understand.
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I can't stay. I have to... (affectionate music)
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Did you ever love someone so much that you were willing to give up everything for that person?
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Well, that is how I feel. I want to spend myself totally for my God.
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Only in total sacrifice of my will will I have any hope for peace on this earth.
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I believe I have found a place where such a life is possible. Don Alonso, God is calling me to enter the Carmelites.
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- The Carmelites? John, you can't be serious. Do you have any idea what a Carmelite is?
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Why, all they do is pray. And you, with all your education, think of the good you could do here.
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How can you think of wasting your life, your mind, your talents? No, no, no, no, I'm sure God wants you here in the hospital with me.
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- But, Don Alonso, I- - All your life you've been poor. All your life you've been an outcast.
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Do you think it will be any different with the Carmelites? It will be the same there. Please be practical. (breathes)
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With me you will have a comfortable life. Think of your poor mother.
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Under the circumstances, I must forbid you to leave. - Don Alonso, I will think about what you have said,
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(affectionate music) but I won't disobey God's call.
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- [John] "One dark night", fired with love's urgent longings,
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ah, the sheer grace! I went out unseen,
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"my house being now all stilled." - [Alonso] When I found out that he had left,
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I was filled with sadness. I suppose I felt he had rejected and turned his back on me.
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But I didn't realize then how right the Carmelite Order would be for John.
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He had a passionate desire for prayer, and in their contemplative life, he could seek a union with God.
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(adventurous music)
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- [John] "Pouring out a thousand graces", he passed these groves in haste.
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And having looked at them, with his image alone, clothed them in beauty.
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(triumphant organ music)
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- [Alonso] So on the 24th day of February, 1563,
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he was clothed with the Carmelite habit and took the name of Brother John of St. Matthias.
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(solemn music)
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- [Friar] What do you seek? - The mercy of God, the poverty of the order,
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and the society of the brothers. - Do you intend to persevere in religion
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till the end of your life? - With the mercy of God and the prayers of the brothers, I do.
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♪ Come Holy Spirit from above ♪
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♪ Come share your heav'nly light of love ♪
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♪ Come, Father of the poor, ♪ ♪ God of might ♪
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♪ Oh come within our hearts ♪ ♪ now shining bright ♪
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(tender music)
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- I, Brother John, promise to show obedience, poverty, and chastity to God
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and to the Reverend Father, my brother, Juan Baptista Rubio of Raveena, Prior General of the order of Our Lady of Mount Carmel.
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I thank Our Lord for the grace that He has granted me in allowing me to be admitted
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into an order of which our patron is God's Blessed Mother.
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♪ Come Holy Spirit from above ♪
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♪ Come share your heav'nly light of love ♪
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♪ Come, Father of the poor, ♪ ♪ God of might ♪
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♪ Oh Come, within our hearts ♪ ♪ now shining bright ♪
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♪ Amen ♪
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♪ Alleluia ♪
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(bell tolls)
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- John wanted to live the Carmelite life in all its fullness, according to the primitive rule.
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However, not all the friars felt the way he did. (troubled music) The monastery in which he lived
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had moved away from the original aim of order, which was detachment from the world.
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Just as I predicted, John gradually began to meet with opposition and jealousy.
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(Maldonado laughs) (woman laughs) - You asked to see me, Father Maldonado?
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- Yes, Fray John of St. Matthias. Please, please, sit.
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Take some wine. (cork pops) (wine splashes) It's an excellent vintage. - No thank you, Father.
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(bottle clunks) - Fray John, I concerned about something.
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Your name has come up a number of times. It seems that some of the brothers feel
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that you're not really participating in the life of the community,
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that you hold yourself apart. - Father Maldonado, if I've offended anyone in the community
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I am truly sorry. I've seen the way they look at me. I'm not surprised.
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I like to be by myself. I came to Carmel to pray to God, to love God,
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but I have found all my desires frustrated since I entered the order. - I'm not going to say that you are praying too much.
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That would be ridiculous, of course. But you're so intense.
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The other brothers say that you act as if you think
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you are holier than they are. Moderation, my dear Fray John.
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You should learn to relax and enjoy life a little more. - But Father Maldonado,
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don't you long for something more, something deeper? Isn't that why we both became Carmelites?
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Sometimes my heart is so full that I feel as if there is a burning flame of love within me
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so strong that it could consume my whole being. How can I contain these feelings of love?
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How can I seek moderation in my desire for God?
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It seems our order has slid dangerously down the slope of indulgence, Father.
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(worrisome music continues) Aren't we called to live in total poverty, relying on the mercy of God?
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All that I seek is to live in detachment from my appetites, so I can't understand what you want of me.
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- You can't understand what I want. Well, then let me make myself more clear. (wrathful music continues)
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You are a fanatic. There is no place for your extreme ideas in this order,
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I can tell you that. Fray John, let me warn you. Unless you change your rebellious ways,
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your days as a Carmelite will be over. (contemplative music)
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- [John] "Why, since you wounded this heart", don't you heal it?
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And why, since you stole it from me, do you leave it so
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and fail to carry off what you have stolen? "Extinguish these miseries
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since no one else can stamp them out and may my eyes behold you
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because you are their light. "And I would open them to you alone."
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(wind murmurs) (bell peals)
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(cheerful music) (nuns speaking faintly) - [Alonso] Her name was Madre Teresa de Jesus,
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Teresa of Avila. And she was the most remarkable woman then living in Spain.
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For it was she who started the great reform movement within the Carmelite Order, a return to the primitive rule.
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Her followers were called Discalced Carmelites, because they wore no shoes on their feet.
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- What kinds of changes do you plan to make within our monastery, mother? - Simply to teach our sisters about the incredible love of Jesus
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as our founder originally intended. Shall we go in now?
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- Oh Lord, how is it that you command the impossible? I know what you're calling me to do, but how?
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How am I to lead the reform not just of the nuns but of the friars as well?
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If only you would send me some sign, some friar who would share my vision.
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How long, oh Lord? How long must I wait?
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Dear Jesus, forgive me. I'm too impatient.
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But if you want me to do this, send me a friar.
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- God always listened to Madre Teresa. It wasn't long before she found her friar.
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In 1567, the year John was ordained a priest, these two mystics,
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these two giants of the faith, met for the first time.
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What a moment that must have been.
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(prayerful music)
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- [John] "In darkness and secure", by the secret ladder, disguised,
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ah, the sheer grace! In darkness and concealment, "my house being now all stilled."
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(curtain rod scrapes)
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- Peace be with you, Fray John of St. Matthias. - And also with you, Madre Teresa de Jesus.
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- Fray John, I've heard some disturbing things about you that have made me suspect that you might be just the man I'm looking for.
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- I know what you've heard. I suppose they've told you that I'm a failure as a Carmelite.
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I guess it's true. I just don't fit in with the rest of the brothers.
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I seem to be heading in a very different direction. - Yes, the question is in what direction are you heading.
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- Oh Madre Teresa, (hopeful music continues) I want to climb to the summit the mountain,
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I want to attain perfect union with God, and I want to do it quickly
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because my heart is overflowing with love. - And your brothers do not share your longing
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or your impatience? - When I speak of leaving behind all earthly things
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and of avoiding spiritual obstacles, they accuse me of pride and self-righteousness.
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And I suppose this is always a danger. - Yes, yes, they misunderstand you.
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I know all about that danger and about your longing too.
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- I am traveling through a dark night that is difficult to explain.
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I've not found in the order what I came to seek, a life of contemplation of our Beloved.
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I am taking steps to withdraw from Carmel and to become a hermit. I've asked the Carthusians to receive me.
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- Patience, Fray John, patience. How can you think of leaving the order
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on the eve of its rebirth? You've heard, I suppose, of the reforms that I am instituting among the nuns?
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- Yes, yes, it's wonderful what you're doing, Mother. - The prior general has granted permission for the foundation of two houses
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of contemplative Carmelites not just for the nuns but for the friars as well.
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You, my young outcast, are going to lead the reform of the friars.
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- Madre Teresa, how can you say that? Ha, the friars won't listen to me. - Ha ha, I don't care about that.
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You're probably right. I have just one question for you.
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Are you ready for the cross? - I long for suffering
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and to be forgotten. - Yes, Fray John. God will grant the desires of your heart.
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Join with me in renewing the Carmelite family, and you will climb that mountain to your Beloved.
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- I'm willing to join you but under one condition. Let there be no delay.
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- Fray John, let your soul be at rest. It shall be done by God.
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(passionate music) - [John] "Oh living flame of love" that tenderly wounds my soul
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in its deepest center, since now you are not oppressive, now consummate.
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If it be your will, tear through the veil of the sweet encounter.
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(birds twitter)
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"Oh lamps of fire in whose splendors the deep caverns of feeling,
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once obscure and blind, now give forth so rarely, so exquisitely,
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both warmth and light to their beloved.
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"How gently and lovingly you wake in my heart where in secret you dwell alone,
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and by your sweet breathing filled with good and glory, "how tenderly you swell my heart with love."
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(ardent music)
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- "Dear Madre Anna, what an exciting time it is.
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The reform is really beginning to take hold. Our faithful friar has a new name, Fray John of the Cross,
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and he is is fulfilling all my expectations. I feel I have finally found a partner
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to share this work with me. Fray John knows what the true Carmelite spirit demands:
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nothing less than perfection. I recently invited him to live in a stone hut
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just outside the monastery walls, and I think that he's happy here with us.
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He has embraced an austere life with a passion and seems to thrive on suffering.
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However, the other friars don't appreciate his good example. It pricks their consciences.
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Many of them hate him. Yet he is kindness itself for the poor and the sick.
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I have set him to work as the spiritual advisor of the sisters. He can teach them much about the interior life.
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Indeed, I myself am learning from him. He's such a wonderful confessor and teacher, never rushing
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while directing a person to a deeper relationship with God. However, our work here is challenging, to say the least.
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The sisters enjoy his talks and spiritual direction, but they have a long way to go.
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This monastery is great only in regards to its size. The nuns in Avila
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are notorious for their worldliness and gossiping. In fact, things are so bad
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that the Convent of the Incarnation has been called... "Babylon."
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(nuns giggle and chatter faintly) (giddy music continues)
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- [Nun] Don't you think Father Ramirez is handsome? - [Nun] I heard they were caught kissing in the stables. - Has anyone seen Señor Suarez?
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- [Nun] Tell me, tell me. (nuns chatter and laugh) - [Nun] She's such a prig.
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(nuns laugh) - [Nun] And she knows, but she always gives me the same penance.
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- Gradually, over the course of three years, a transformation began to take place at Avila.
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In his simple persistent way, Father John taught the sisters, who so loved to talk,
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to love to pray. For prayer is, after all, a talking to God. (solemn music)
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- In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti. Amen.
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Jesus be in your souls. Dear sisters, you should live in the monastery
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as though no one else were in it, never meddling in things that happen in the community
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nor with individuals. Take no notice of their good or bad qualities
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or their conduct. You are like the stone
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which must be chiseled and fashioned before being used in the building.
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Those who are in the monastery are craftsmen placed there by God
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to mortify you by chiseling at you.
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Some will you chisel with words, telling you what you would rather not hear,
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others, by deed, doing to you what you would rather not endure,
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others, by their temperament, being in their person and in their actions a bother and annoyance to you,
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and others, by their thoughts, neither esteeming nor feeling love for you.
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If this was not your reason for entering the monastery, you should not have done so
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but should have remained in the world to seek your comfort, honor, reputation, and ease.
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Strive to pray constantly in all you do. Undertake all things, agreeable or disagreeable,
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for the sole purpose of pleasing God by carrying Christ's Cross.
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So sisters, do not engage yourself in something less
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nor pay heed to the crumbs which fall from your Father's table. Go forth and exult in your glory.
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Hide yourself in it and rejoice, and you will obtain the desires of your heart.
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(hopeful music)
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- [John] "Following your footprints" maidens run along the way. The touch of a spark,
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the spiced wine, cause flowings in them from the balsam of God.
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"In the inner wine cellar, I drank of my Beloved, and, when I went abroad through all this valley,
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I no longer knew anything "and lost the herd which I was following."
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- The monastery changed from a Babylon to a holy Jerusalem.
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But persecution was beginning to mount within the order. - [Friar] Father Maldonado, the sisters flock around him
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as if he were a great saint. - [Friar] We are losing all our influence. And it's all because of him. - [Maldonado] Who does this man think he is?
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- [Friar] He's all the time alone with the nuns. The whole thing seems suspicious to me. - [Friar] I tell you, Father Maldonado, this man is dangerous.
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Something must be done!
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- [Teresa] Fray John, I need to speak to you. - [John] Madre Teresa.
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- [Teresa] Fray John, I am frightened. - You, Mother? What could frighten you?
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- (sighs) I'm not as brave as I look. (Teresa sighs)
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I've pulled you into this life, and I feel responsible for your wellbeing. - Yes, Mother.
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- There are friars in the order, Fray John, who will stop at nothing to kill the reform.
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- Yes, I know. God permits the devil to blind and delude many.
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- I fear for your very life, Fray John. They see that other friars are following you
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into the reform movement. I tell you, the war is on.
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- Mother, listen to me. We must try always to want
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not the easiest but the most difficult.
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Let us not choose a light burden. For the heavier the burden is,
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the lighter it becomes when we carry it for Christ. In silence and in hope shall our strength be.
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- So you embrace the cross, whatever that might mean? No regrets?
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- No regrets, Mother, only great joy and love.
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(vindictive music)
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- I have important news. Father Tostado, the visitor general of the order,
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will arrive here tomorrow to carry out the mandate of the general chapter.
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The reform will be suppressed. For neither Madre Teresa nor Father John of the Cross
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have received any authorization for what they do.
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Madre Teresa will be ordered to retire in one convent and not stir.
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She's a meddlesome and restless nun. And we all know that she has a long arm.
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But this Father John is different matter. He refuses to renounce the reform.
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Things have gotten out of control. The visitor general has ordered
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his immediate arrest and interrogation. I authorize you to carry out this injunction tonight.
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Use force if necessary. (troubled music)
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- [John] "In darkness and concealment", my house being now all stilled,
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"on that glad night in secret, for no one saw me, nor did I look at anything
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with no other light or guide "than the one that burned in my heart."
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(troubled music swells)
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(hinge squeaks) - [Soldier] Fray John of the Cross, you are under arrest, in the name of Father Maldonado.
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- Yes, I was expecting this.
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(footsteps clop)
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- [Maldonado] Father Tostado, this man is a disobedient, rebellious, and contumacious member
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of the Discalced Carmelites. By his arrogant pride, he censures his brothers.
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And by his extreme actions, he's instigating a movement among the friars
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that could destroy the very life of our order.
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(Tostado whispers)
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Well, Father John of the Cross, the visitor general is prepared to show compassion.
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After all, we are all brothers. I appeal to your sense of religious obedience.
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- Father Maldonado, I am simply doing what the Church and lawful authority have commissioned me to do.
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- What is the use of your resistance? We will stop you one way or another.
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You can be sure of that. But, Father John,
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we have been friends a long time.
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I have always admired your great mind. You have great potential, which you are wasting with Madre Teresa.
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You should use your talent to do good among your brothers.
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If you renounce the reform here and now, the visitor general is prepared to offer you
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the rank of prior. You shall have comfortable quarters and your own library.
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How do you answer, Fray John? (graceful music) - He who seeks Christ, stripped of all things,
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has no need of gold or jewels or honors. - Then you are confirmed in your error.
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Father John of the Cross, since you have refused due acceptance of these orders and letters,
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alleging in your excuse lies and fabrications, I declare you unworthy to hold office
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in the Carmelite Order. You will be held in solitary confinement
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until you renounce this rebellion. Strip him of his cowl and scapular.
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Take him away. - [Friar] Where shall we put him, Father Maldonado? - [Maldonado] I know the perfect place
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that will break his will, if nothing else can. You know that little room that adjoins the chamber upstairs?
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- [Friar] You mean the storeroom, Father? He'll go mad shut up in that airless tomb.
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- [Maldonado] Yes indeed, indeed.
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- [Guard] In here, priest. - [Maldonado] This stubborn brother will soon come to his senses.
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Bread and water only. (door creaks) (lock clunks)
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- [John] "This guided me more surely than the light of noon to where He waited for me,
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Him I knew so well, in a place where no one else appeared."
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(crickets chirp) - [Alonso] Eight months passed in that dark and stifling cell.
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But John never wavered.
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- "What more do you want, O soul? What else do you search for outside,
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when within yourself you possess your riches, delights, satisfactions, fullness, and kingdom...
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Your Beloved whom you desire and seek? "The Kingdom of God is within you."
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- Why do I bother with this pigheaded man? If he were to disappear,
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no one would ever know the difference. Should he ever leave here at all,
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it will only be for the cemetery. - "Be joyful and gladdened in your interior recollection with Him,
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O precious soul. For you have Him so close to you.
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Desire Him there. Adore Him there. Even though He does abide within you,
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He is hidden. Nevertheless, it is vital for you to know the place of His hiding
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"so that you may search for Him there with assuredness." - This man is a fool
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indicted as a rebel, not worthy of the name of Christian.
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He is a hypocrite of the worst kind.
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I know why he wishes to go barefoot and clad in a coarse habit... So that he might be venerated as a saint.
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- "Anyone who is to find a hidden treasure must enter the hiding place secretly,
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and once he has discovered it, he shall also be hidden just as the treasure is hidden.
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"In order to find Him, you should forget all your possessions and all creatures
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"and hide within the interior secret chamber of your spirit."
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- Who has sown the seeds of revolt in the order? Who is to blame for all of this?
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It is none other than John of the Cross, a wretched little friar
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who has plunged us all into trouble and disunity. - "Come, then, oh beautiful soul.
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Since you know now that your desired Beloved lives hidden in your heart,
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strive to be really hidden with Him, and you will embrace Him within you
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"and experience Him with loving affection."
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- Sister, in the face of so many enemies, I have found it impossible to sit with my hands folded.
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I've gone to all the authorities. But no one can give me any idea of his whereabouts. It's as if he's fallen off the edge of the earth.
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Fray John of the Cross is a saint, a treasure who must be returned immediately.
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(sighs) Dear Lord, you treat your friends so terribly at times. It's no wonder you have so few.
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- During these trying months, God, in his secret way, converted the most inactive period of John's life
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into the most intense. He was able to make friends with his kind jailer,
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who took pity on his miserable circumstances and gave him some paper and ink.
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(companionable music) And so it was there in that prison cell
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that John composed some of the most sublime and mystical poetry ever written.
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♪ My Beloved, the mountains ♪
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♪ And lonely wooded valleys, strange islands ♪
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♪ And resounding rivers ♪ ♪ The whistling of love-stirring breezes ♪
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(companionable music continues)
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♪ The tranquil night ♪ ♪ At the time of the rising dawn ♪
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♪ Silent music ♪ ♪ Sounding solitude ♪
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♪ The supper that refreshes and deepens love ♪
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- Oh Beloved Jesus, if I am destined to die here,
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Thy will be done. But, if you want me to escape, inspire me.
